Mental Health and Substance Use
Mari and Krista candidly discuss the impact of alcohol and drugs on their mental health, revealing how substance use exacerbated their struggles. They reflect on the connection between drinking, medication, and mental well-being, shedding light on the importance of understanding how substances affect emotions and behaviors.In this clip
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I struggle with addiction; I start drinking or using drugs, and it gets bad quickly, with 3-day hangovers and week-long withdrawals. I’ll get sober, but a week or two later, I relapse. Sometimes it's worse than others, depending on how fast I decide I need to stop. I’m severely depressed and tired of living like this. I get no joy or tranquility, which makes me give in to drinking and drugs again. I desperately want to be sober and find peace. Is there anything specific I can focus on, such as vitamins, gut health, or other lifestyle changes, to break this vicious cycle?
I've been reflecting on my drinking habits after a night out where I had way too much to drink. I also realized I didn't interact with any girls in a sexy way, which is a strange metric but highlights my focus. I talked about my startup, which indicates where my head was at. I want to stop drinking so much when I let loose, as it's not only unhealthy for my body but also raises deeper concerns about why I drink so much when I go out.
Could my drinking be a way to soothe my nervousness around people? I notice my fidgeting and a desire for spikes in energy, possibly tied to my interests in coffee and action-packed shows. I fear that changing my behavior might make me more focused, and since I struggle to stay focused in front of people, I worry I'll be alone and left with only my achievements, which might reflect a self-limiting belief.