Pressure and Self-Expectations
Annie discusses the immense pressure she places on herself, revealing that the expectations following her award don't weigh heavily on her as she's been grappling with high standards her entire life. The conversation delves into the complexities of self-judgment, highlighting how some individuals struggle to find relief or satisfaction even amidst success. The interplay of self-hatred and confidence emerges as a poignant theme, illustrating the internal battles many face.In this clip
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Episode 645 - Annie Baker
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What is the feeling of self-doubt, as discussed in the episode Episode 645 - Annie Baker and the clip Self-Doubt and Creativity? Despite getting a return offer, why do I feel like I've had a negative impression on everyone and done a horrible job this summer?
But now, I'm feeling like I've had a negative impression on everyone and done a horrible job this summer. I know I haven't; I'm getting a return offer. But what is this feeling of self-doubt?
I'm also frustrated about how I acted—responsive and thankful but also annoyed. Kaitlyn suggested I do something differently, but overall, I have a weird relationship with this one manager at work. I'm going to change how I've been acting. I'm just an intern, but it's not obvious; everyone else loves me, and I love them. It's just this one person, and I need to change my attitude. I'm proud that I recognize I need to adjust to her behavior. Will this change help her loosen her resistance too?