Why Sanjay Almost Changed His Name to Steve

Prevalence

Racial trauma among Asian Americans has become increasingly prevalent, particularly during the COVID-19 pandemic. Sherry Wang highlights the pervasive fear and anxiety experienced by Asian Americans, stemming from both direct and indirect exposure to racism 1. This trauma is not limited to overt acts of violence but includes daily microaggressions and societal dismissals 2. Sanjay Gupta notes that the mental and physical health impacts are profound, affecting not only individuals but entire communities 3.

Just witnessing it, you know, maybe not even necessarily directly experiencing it, but just witnessing it. I imagine when you think of it in that context, everybody, you know, may be at risk of this.

--- Sanjay Gupta

The constant vigilance required to navigate these threats contributes to a pervasive sense of insecurity and fear.

   

Recognition

Recognizing racial trauma can be challenging, as it often manifests in subtle yet pervasive ways. Sherry Wang explains that symptoms can include somatic issues like headaches and gastrointestinal problems, often leading individuals to seek help only when physical symptoms arise 4. Many people remain in survival mode, dissociating from their emotions to cope with daily stressors 4. Sanjay Gupta shares his personal experience of wanting to change his name as a child, illustrating how deeply ingrained societal pressures can affect one's identity 5.

I didn't think about it that much. I just realized that I wanted to change my name. For example, it was admittedly sort of this very simplistic and superficial fix to the problem of racism.

--- Sanjay Gupta

This highlights the internalized impact of racial trauma, affecting both mental and physical health.

   

Historical

The historical context of anti-Asian racism in the United States reveals a pattern of systemic discrimination. Sherry Wang traces this back to laws and policies like the 1882 Chinese Exclusion Act and Japanese internment camps, illustrating how deeply embedded these biases are in American history 2. These historical events continue to influence current experiences, perpetuating a cycle of racism that affects Asian Americans today 2. Sanjay Gupta reflects on how these societal pressures have shaped personal identities and life experiences 5.

It is actually very American to be anti-Asian. And it dates all the way back through our laws and our policies and our practices.

--- Sherry Wang

Understanding this context is crucial for addressing the ongoing challenges faced by Asian American communities.